like rocco, the worst week of my life man…
Man oh man… just thought I would share that I hate insurance. I gotta pass this test, so i can get promoted, so i can take another test, so i can get the khaki’s, so i can get the chicks… ok thats botched up but you get the point. Oh well.
So things are awesome at work, because I rule. Yet things outside of work are not so well. Turned down a wedding invitation this week. That was the hardest two-day thought process I have had in I can’t tell you how long. I got the invite when I came home from lunch Monday. I just sat and thought. Went back to work that day with a huge emptiness in me (I don’t know why). Didn’t do anything that night (no studying, no football, no movies, etc…) except try to determine why I should or should not go. I didn’t sleep well monday night. Tuesday afternoon I returned the invite saying I would not attend. It was rough. I have very few sleepless nights. Monday was on par with those. There is almost no way to adequately express what I’m thinking. The reason I say almost is because I’m sure there are words out there, but I cant think straight right now as is.
To make matters more interesting, she has already received my invite back stating I would not attend. She wanted to know why I said no. If you want to know why I’m not going, don’t ask me via a mutual friend.
I think that’s all.
